An uncouth closure

With a girth of fury to hold up
his slacking stomach
he sat,gnawing at his fingers
as if it were the only nakedness he had known,
Words slipped down his tongue
and pulled his veins along till they turned blue

In one hand he held a knife
that he were to slice her throat with,
She wouldn't expect it
In the other he barely held on to the last thought,
that had crossed his mind

He cried,blurted her name twice
so he could know her better
There are unsettled pleasures in bringing death
and he could feel his nostrils
inflate at the thought of blood
splurging down the tunnel
of his life till it met a futile end

A click,the keyhole brimmed
and the door opened,she was thrusted to the floor
"Who are You ?? What ??.."
He sealed her mouth and felt a sexual gust
turning his hands cold
"I have for long lived ugly"
he whispered and met her eyes where her banality
as ashes was falling through
Her eyes moved as little with shock
as her body was allowed to
"Why...What...."?? in her head
The next moment he put the knife
through her half naked breast
"It is where i leave this scar,
that your heart will beat the strongest,
and you will feel me there"

He wept in her lifeless arms for hours,
and walked away with a new life within him