The last birth of the straight road

I searched an old man's coat for
the last thing i could remember about him
Inside,i found three dead crows,
tied beneath his nipples,
There were dogs with their ribs
scattered over the pavement,that would walk
upto him to snuff
his soul and return to being bones
everytime the sun fell flat at his feet

He did not bark till his last breath
dropped back down his throat
Death was the only house on the curb
he couldn't cross,
for beyond the graveyard,they say
"the road is straight"

Lemonade and a hangover

As whisky can be a reason to leave home,
water lacks the unorthodox walk back,
the feline burps of excitement into each
others nostrils is the closest one comes
to falling in love overnight,
which once over is a heterosexual's
homosexual dream

Lasting

Walking down the street,
walking up which,i was
"dead and buried"

for Annie,hang in there dear friend

3:34 am

All this time,when i was trying
to get myself to go to sleep,
this rock,that i had not enough
money in my wallet to buy,
fell into sea
after thousands of years of being
hung over its enormous belly

It sank like silence at a funeral,
right down to the ocean's pelvis
where it may rest untouched,
like the sky by my wings
as long as men have funerals to go to
and the occasions of night
to wander into each other's lives
close eyed,or lick the floor off the dust
with eyes open like mine

                photo by Ilkka Porttikivi


It has been a yellow room,

Since i last saw it aflame
in sleep,

There were strangers beneath the sheets
As abondoned in a corner was a wrap of arms not known

Everyday i woke withdrawn from calm,
the roof collapsed on me
and i saw myself digging into black sand

Dark figures stood by the door
the shadows of which were framed and on the walls
My breath being all that i heard of myself
i shouted at the walls,so i could talk back

There was a window,i had never visited near
until the day a strange blackness
started to settle over the trees,
the sky rumbled and with it squeaked
a little boy in the yard below

He had never seen me,
His calm prevented from me the desire to join
his fancy,I shook with fear
It began to snow and his bald head turned white
Like an echo from within my void
spilled out words never spoken to me

"You will get cold down there,
Lest the clouds have other places to visit
would you like to watch the snowstorm from my window"

He looked up..without a mouth to speak
or a nose to breathe from where hell was cut into
as around me the snow now fell,
I had fallen off the window
at his feet,where i sniffed the last of my cold blood
The yellow room aglow,
despite another shadow to roam the walls

Relationship

Beyond the white prairie
is a wolf snarling
at a dying tree

Old,beneath its trunk
is the earth frozen with blood
from the wolf's fangs

the organs of love,
dead beneath the ground
as  around the heart

Dusk

The sun,
its setting gloom
meet in my ashtray

as two empty boats
pass each other,
at sea